Not much to say (but I’m still here)

I haven’t been around much over the last week. Partly because I was feeling quiet (like I already said) and partly because there has been nothing else much to say. Everything I have to say, I have already said before. I feel like I’m being very repetitive – I feel rubbish. I want to feel better. I am procrastinating my life away and doing no work. I feel useless. Nothing seems to make me feel any better. I am at a point where all I want to do is give up but I still know I can’t.

– I’ve said all that before.

Tomorrow is CBT, so I will probably have something to say after that.

I have still been reading, and have finally caught up (I think).

No one seems to know how to help me anymore. I feel stuck.

Hope everyone is ok and had a good weekend,

Lots of love

Ellie xxx

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13 thoughts on “Not much to say (but I’m still here)

    • anxiouselephant says:

      Thanks Jasmine. It’s very true, maybe I shouldn’t expect so much of myself! It’s just frustrating when deadlines are coming up and I can’t seem to get myself to concentrate on my work! xx

  1. Juliet says:

    Sweetie… I know so well what you’re feeling like. I think we’re sitting in the same boat without direction… I don’t know what to say/write either these days. So I’m quiet too. But I’m thinking of you.
    You’ll manage this.

    • anxiouselephant says:

      I’m sorry you’re going through this too, we both have lots of deadlines for uni coming up too! We will both get through this. Thanks for being there – I hope you’re ok Juliet, hugs xxx

  2. scienerf says:

    In a similar position as me at the moment…I’m trying to talk more, trying to keep things going but it’s tough and we just have to accept that there will be times when we can’t! I hope CBT goes well tomorrow hun, you’ll get there…we all will! (((hugs))) xoxox

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