Isn’t it strange how I feel numb now.
After a year and a half of antidepressants, and now I’m off them I feel numb.
They say that some people feel numb when on antidepressants because they dull your feelings, but seems like I’m more numb without them.
Is it possible to feel numb and pain at the same time? It makes no sense. Everything feels detached. It doesn’t feel real. I just exist, and I don’t know what I’m doing.
And at the same time, my heart aches with pain.
I just don’t really feel anything.
I don’t know what I’m doing, or what I want.
I feel sad but in a detached way.
I just want to be normal.