Fragmented thoughts

Panic has not yet set in about the lab report which needs to be written by Thursday. I was planning to get a lot of it done today, but I haven’t done anything. I’ve written the title, and that’s it.

I feel like I’m being lazy. I just can’t focus. I don’t know how to begin and everything keeps distracting me. I am the queen of procrastination.

One thing I did achieve today was that I went to the gym. It was good actually (despite being tiring of course) and I felt more alive than I have in ages. The gym is definitely somewhere I need to spend more time!

I’m going to get an early night and hopefully get lots of work done tomorrow.

I don’t really know how tomorrow will be. I am all over the place at the moment.

My mind is buzzing with too much information. I’m putting off anything productive. Even if I sit down to write, somehow I get distracted. Every time.

I have a to-do list which I made a few days ago to do that day. I still haven’t done any of the things on the list. Oops. And I’ve eaten too many midget gems, again. They are so addictive! Oops.

I can’t work out how I’m feeling. Just numb kind of. I feel lonely but I don’t want to socialise. I am tired but I don’t want to sleep. I need to do work but I can’t/don’t want to. I’m all over the place, as per usual.

I think it’s time for an early night.

Who knows what tomorrow will bring.

Hope everyone is having a good weekend,

Lots of love,

Ellie xx

P.S. My friend sent me this quote earlier, it made me smile: “Just remember, if the world didn’t suck, we’d all fall off.”

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8 thoughts on “Fragmented thoughts

  1. Bourbon says:

    I hope you get some really restful sleep and wake up feeling able to tackle a bit of the lab report. Just that word takes me back to the nights of trying to get my thoughts out on paper and ending up with just a load of waffle! That quote rocks. Thanks for sharing 🙂 xx

  2. Juliet says:

    Hey!! I AM the queen of procrastination 😉
    It’s just the same over here..!! can really relate to what you’re writing. But I don’t have any advice. Except getting a good rest 😉 🙂 xxx

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